I want to write something, anything, so badly but I can’t seem to find inspiration.
Nothing I’m trying is working, and it’s frustrating to want to be able to speak, but nothing that comes out is making sense/feels good enough.
This post isn’t particularly ‘good’ either, but I just need to write SOMETHING. Hopefully something will be unleashed soon.
I'm on the pursuit of happiness 
Try this for a killer cure:
http://creativitygames.net/generator
Generate 2 or 3 random words then write something based on them.
Then play one of the creativity building games there.
Then grab 2 or 3 more words and write something again
Repeat a few times more and see where it takes you.